Saturday, May 10, 2014

About happiness, because It's been a while...

Hello lovelies!


It has been quite a while since I last posted. Unfortunately life got in the way but I'm still alive and all is well. So what's been going on? Well...I've been making plans for lots of new content. I definitely know I want to do outfits and tips, as well as challenges, but then I was like, Kimberly, what are you good at?! Well the obvious answer is talking! I love to chat with people and find out about them. I also love to think, like soooo much. Sometimes it's just about stupid stuff, other time I go on this weird existential journey in my mind. I sound crazy right?! Well all those thoughts are coming out. I'm going on this journey and I'm going to see where it takes me!

Please come with me and see what happens. If you have any input or ideas of things you would like to see, please leave a comment!

In other news, I am official 24 now. I think it's around this time people have a quarter-life crisis, and I can definitely say that I have passed that milestone. I had one of those soul-searching, brutally honest conversation with myself about what I want to do with my life, am I happy, what can I do from here, etc. IT was not a happy conversation, trust me. I guess my thinking is this...on paper my life seems really freakin' awesome. I moved out from home (thought I would be terrified, but it's awesome!), got a career going in my field, stayed active at church, got a new car, made time for friends, and all that other good stuff.

But then after all of this I thought about it and was like, am I really happy? I think that as I get older, I realize how important being happy and loving myself is, and now I really need to explore that. So to answer simply, I am maybe happy? Lol. I realize that there are certain things necessary for life, like a stable income and all the creature comforts I require, but I need more. I need to travel and see the world, and explore other cultures, and meet new people, and give back to others, and take time for me.

So what am I going to do now? As of this moment, the plan is to keep on chugging. I'm going through the motions but I need more. That's why I'm doing all of this lovely YouTube, blogging, creative stuff. I want to see what I can do for myself and how I can realize my dreams. Don't we all owe it to ourselves to try for happiness?

So that's my little piece for now. I'm content but trying to aim for happiness, like pure happiness, not tainted by anything. So we'll see where it takes us!

Hope my lovelies are doing lovely, and Happy Mother's Day to all the mommies out there! I sure do love mine! Show her you love her not just on Mother's Day, but everyday! Love ya, bye!

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